Analyzer

Fresh moment

2007-08-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

This will be a great moment to share my story...

this song is dedicated to my luv...

I know a place that we can go to

A place where no one knows you

They won't know who we are

I know a place that we can run to

And do those things we want to

They won't know who we are

Let me take you there

I wanna take you there

I know a place that we forgot

A place where we won't get caught in

They won't know who we are (they won't know, won't know)

I know a place where we can hide out

And turn our hearts inside out

They won't know who we are

Let me take you there

I wanna take you there

Let me take you there

Take you there

I know a place we'll be together

And stay this young forever

They won't know who we are

Let me take you there

I wanna take you there

Let me take you there

Take you there

We can get away to a better place if you let me take you there

We can go there now cause every second counts

Girl just let me take you there

Take you there

-me-

the best day of all

2007-03-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

the pic next doesnt really describe the title ok.. just that i remembered back our group outing last weekend.. it was one of the most memorable outing.. cuma aren ajerr tak join kita orang.. maybe you should come and join us gak next time.. tularr dok kat melaka ajerr.. nengok aku nie, bila ada masa shoot Kay El

next pic shows our brownie. i said its ours coz.. (me, raihan and aiza eat it together) .. we must be not a big eater..hahaha padahal dah habis melantak macam2... some part have been eaten by me... look at the upperside angle of the brownie... well.. sedap gilerr

well, i should eleborate more on the title and basically the the title should be "one of the most tiring day" or "the buzy day" well yup its good enough to describe what i had gone thru last 2 days.. busy.. boring and of course tiring..

people keep saying that, i dont do much work at the office.. but hey.. bulls**t ok.. i do have a lot of responsible at the opis.. kalau nak bandingkan with some people who jobs is just suruh orang do this do that.. lagi lar ... isn't that we call them "makan gaji buta"

Well, i am far from that.. bak kata pepatah, jauh api dari panggang which describe aku langsung bukan macam tue ok.. far too close.. or what ever..

but today, everthing getting better... semua nyer ok just that i don't want to give myself a damn to do some stupid work in the office.. so what i did.. jalan2 kuar to the town... well not so long just for 1-2 hours only... we called it "mengular". well what ever you call it, belive me its not even close to good.. boring gak..

ok that's all for now... update later larr.. now i want to keep myself cool dulu then nak tido... tata

-me-

Grounded...well it is not the right word to describe below

2007-03-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

it wasn't my bad luck day.. tapi what i can say it was not good at all..

memang teruk gak larr hari-hari aku nie.. and the peak was yesterday... i blowed everything.. the last and final chance that i got just flown away macam tak dapat nak digambarkan..

i think everthing start on the 11th of February... it was the last day i updated this blog.. since then hari-hari aku memang menggerunkan... all because of the test.. tolong larr pening.. walaupun dah sacrifice time and money, but still i was unable to deliver my best.. well i wasn't my best as i mentioned earlier so.. nothing to worry larr.. tapi... arrrggghhhhhh

the peak --> The Test.. yeap i mean IELTS test...

just imagine, i was late for the test about 5 minutes.. and was extremely and highly nervous plak tu.. pastu ngan tak breakfastnyerr.. just sempat beli air ngan sandwich.. tapi still tak dapat nak makan sandwich tu pagi tu.... so just put it inside my bag.. kuar2 exam lebih kurang kul 1.. pastu baru boleh jamah the food..wow nearly 1 pm tue.. aku punya larr pening kepala.. terus rasa macam nak pengsan larr pulak.. dah larr damn susah ... at one point rasa macam dirini useless.. apa larr yang aku belajar...? itu larr yang membengankan aku..

The rest of the story...

pastu sementara nak tunggu si rehan ngan aiza ke Times square.. aku pun lepak kat tempat2 strategik untuk tido.. memang rasa mual, pening, bak orang kata.. kalah orang mengandung larr.. anyway aku dapat gak lepak jap kat surau..

oleh kerana tak makan lagi.. so terus ke this one restaurant.. tempat yang aku suka lepak.. aku suka sangat lepak kat restaurant tue... nak tau why... hemm adalar daya tarikan kat situ.. buat aku lega sket.. tapi yang tak bestnya, aku tak larat nak makan.. feel like nak baring aje atas meja tue.. tapi dalam pening2 tue aku control larr juga.. hemm nak jadikan cerita.. just boleh minum milo ajerr

then bile si rehan call ajerr aku dah tak larat nak gerak memana.. so aku bagitau dia orang, aku stay where i am first.. nanti kalau pengsan tengah2 perjalanan susah gak kan.. lepas magrib baru rasa ok sket.. and terus gerak ke low yat.. meet my buddy rehan ngan aiza.. so kalau jadi apa2 still ada orang yang boleh angkut aku balik.. and the important thing is aku sampai ngan selamat and terus jumpa dia orang.. punya larr lapar.. lepak kat secret recipe area bukit bintang.. lama gak tak enjoy jalan2 kat area tue macam nie.. and the best part was.. kebetulan ada event chap goh mey pulak kat situ.. apa lagi.. beraya sakan larr kita orang.. well of course a lot of photos was taken during the event.. hemm aku takderr larr bawak cam, aiza ngan rehan larr ajer.. hope dia orang akan forwardkan gambar2 tue..

walaupun aku miss the afternoon event.. just nak inform that rehan and aiza got the chance untuk nengok and jumpa artis2 kat berjaya times square.. coz i was unable to reach there on time.. so aku tak larr dapat gi.. arrghhh tak pe.. tak berikan aku impact yang besar pun..

conclusion

but. what is done, done.. like what david beckham said yang aku tak boleh terima... "what you think when you think about color red" argh.. bodoh gilerr... dah larr.. malas nak komen.. the more i think about it, more pening kepala...

chiow.. k aku nak tido... esok nak keje..

-the matter-

another 3 km

2007-02-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

so... what.. yeap its still 3 km.. no improvement at all.. in fact still no energy to go further than that..

anyway.. i still feel that i've done good enough.. i don't mind if you people think that i have not done enough.. its my body.. peduli apa aku kan..

neway.. esok nak naik kl.. hemm tak bagi tau pun dia.. tapi pasal apa dia tak tanya kan? ..hemmm mushkil.. takper lar early next morning i'll text her and see her response.. i can only meet you next week.. this week you pulak gi jejalan with you family.. so next week jelarr ek..

ok.. nak tido..

-me-

tired

2007-02-11T08:15:00.000+08:00

salam and greeting,

it's been a while that i didn't go jogging... well this time i manged to jog more than 3 km.. only god knows how tired i was at that time, looking at other people who are steadily and confidently jogging and running without feeling tired at all, made me look like and idiot pulak..

whatever it is, at least aku jogging gak compare to others.. huhuhu

so today aku rasa macam nak tido seharian.. coz tomorrow dah kena gerak ke kuala lumpur.. hopefully my journey will be smooth and evrything will go right..

another fav song...

Naluri Lelaki

by Samsons

Aku adalah lelaki
Yang tak pernah lelah
Mencari wanita

Aku adalah lelaki
Yang selalu gundah
Menunggu wanitaku

Aku adalah lelaki
Yang pantang menyerah
Memikat wanita

Aku adalah lelaki
Yang selalu ingin
Dibuai wanitaku

Tolong dekati aku
Tolong hampiri aku
Tolong jamahi aku

Agar aku bijaksana
Agar aku bahagia
Agar aku merasakan cinta

Chorus :

Naluriku sebagai lelaki
Membuatku menginginkan
Berjuta wanita di sisiku

Naluriku sebagai lelaki
Membuatku merindukan
Pujaan dari wanita

-aku-

saturday

2007-02-10T16:39:00.000+08:00

New day has come..

hemm.. woke up early this time.. well tak larr early sangat, but still ok untuk suboh prayer.. bilerr nengok sekeliling, just saw my brother tengah terbongkang lagi.. rasa nak marah but still rasa kesian .. asyik aku nak marah ajerr dia kan.. so buat don't know je larr..

a wonderful day untuk keluar date.. tapi penat pulak.. anyway meet at 11.30 am right at MP, so kena larr kuatkan semangat.. but before that i still got the courage to drop by at the office and finish few important tasks.. well at least i managed to finish it before the date line..

had lunch at MP but apa yang tak bestnya the sizzling tomato rice was damn hot and tak best.. ada ke diorang letak extra chilies..

next time gi jejalan lagi mungkin amigos kerr? it's been years i have not eaten there.. i still remember the delicious western food they served... by the way i only went there once... huhuuhu

chiow..

-me-

~Pelangi Petang~

2007-02-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

my mum knows me the best.. that's all i can say.. its true.. i never thought about it before. however after what have been through and experience, now i realize that my mum knows everything best for me .. thanks mum for the best ever gift that i received yesterday for my latest birthday.. which is today...

by the way, the shot below was taken near tangkuban perahu mountainous area, right in bandung.. very nice scene.. i forgot who snap this foto and most importantly it does not have any relation with my birthday ok dude.. so don't ask me why i place this foto.. just for the sake of putting it on my blog so that i can view it.. that's all..

here is one of my fav song by one of my fav singer, the late Sudirman...

Pelangi Petang

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

-birthday boy-

Last day

2007-01-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

hemm.. what do you think of the title up here?.... must be wondering... what is the "last day".. huhuhu.. correct, basically today is may last day working at this organization.. and starting tomorrow I'll change my organization.. hahahaha basically it is the same oragnization.. just new branding... so new name..

i'm glad to be in both era.. old and new...

anyway, just came back from my good friends house.. they don't invite me but i'm the one who insisted to go and visit them.. huhuhu .. what a good friend.. hey that's what friend for isn't it?

yeap, the food were great and i had a good dinner just now.. imagine me not having anything for lunch.. definitely I'll eat anything that they serve... arrived at home around 10.30 pm and feel very tired.. now its time to go to sleep... dummm

-riter-

~New Day~

2007-01-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

What a lovely day..

one whole day dok buat magic... but still i don't feel guilty at all. Maybe its true when people say that "hey you deserve it.."

whatever it is, my day is getting better and better.. i can adapt with the current flow of life.. living on my own way, my own path.. i dont have to really border about someone that i shouldn't..

today, i just got few things that i don't really like to do.. meeting.... huh.. kalau nak ikutkan hati memang larr seribu kali malas nak pergi, but i always think of positive moment that will come in the near future.. well at least it's going to be a good expereinece for me.. observe people.. analyze people.. i love it.. huhuhu.. people out there, watch out ok.. you've been monitored!

chiow

-writer-

RiNdU - Hati yang Terluka -

2007-01-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

hemm.. this is something that i really hate! why should i miss someone who don't appreaciate me? hemm its sound pretty harsh huh? not to say " don't appreciate" but entah larr mungkin the way she think was different then mine.. i have my own way of doing my path and same goes to her.. argh... thats why we can't be together.. hemm.. aaaa biaq pi larr..

i have a lot of other things to consider, to remember, to redo and bla bla bla..

cukuplarr sampai sini ajerr.. there's nothing to lose... hemm mungkin aku saje nak sedapkan hati ni..

of coz rindu tetap rindu.. and i dunno when this feeling akan start to fade away from my heart... hopefully soon or ASAP huhuhuhu..

entah larr...

~Hati Yang Terluka~

Kan kucari jalan yang sunyi
Untuk menghindar diri darimu
Kuberjanji di dalam hati
Takkan lagi ku menjumpaimu

Di tengahnya kabut bermandi embun pagi
Dingin membuat hatiku membeku

Kau yang telah membuat luka di hatiku
Kau yang telah membuat janji-janji palsu
Kau yang selama ini aku sayangi
Kau merubah cintaku jadi benci

Di tengahnya kabut bermandi embun pagi
Dingin membuat hatiku membeku
Kau yang telah membuat luka di hatiku
Kau yang telah membuat janji-janji palsu
Kau yang selama ini aku sayangi
Kau merubah cintaku jadi benci

-aku-

Kay EL

2007-01-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

another day in my life

up and down.. for two days.. imagine how tired i was? baru je lepas kena tipu ngan the "public holiday" thing.. pastu naik balik kl.. anyway this time nak hantar my sis kat hostel dia.. takpelarr nipun aku yang cadangkan to my mum... sebab aku tak nak mak aku terkilan tak dapat nengok tempat tinggal adik aku.. for me kalau ada peluang tue pergi especially my mum.. apa2 hajat dia tue aku rasa wajib aku tunaikan selagi aku mampu dan tak melanggar syaraiat.. ewah2 feeling larr pulak.. and rasa macam alim pulaks...

anyway its true.. people who never experience losses in their lives will never think about it even for once. But for me everthing change when I lost few lovely and most influencing people in my life..

huhuhu.. sedih wey.. takpe larr.. my nasihat is love your family... ok stop.

Berbalik kepada citer kl tu.. rasa macam takut gak larr bilerr drive kat lebuh raya waktu2 hujan nie.. rasa macam tak confident ajerr nganh keadaan jalan tue yang licin pastu kereta punya larr banyak..

fuh.. anyway everything was fine and ok and yang penting dapat pulang dengan selamat

-witer-

Bad Day...

2007-01-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

huhuhuhu..

don't know samada aku nie so stupid atau i just had another bad day...

how come a master degree holder never though about this very common sense ? it's me... aku rasa aku over excited sampai aku lupa it was public holiday on 20th January 2007 - awal muharam lerr..

huhuhuh.. dengan penuh confident and excited aku melangkah masuk ke dalam wisma dredging - the unique building where british council office is situated.. nampak ada a few people yang minggling around kat depat pintu masuk.. and tetiba ajerr pintu masuk tue tokleh bukak!!! huhhuhu aku ngan confident cuba cari pak guard nak tanya why? - nasib baik tak jumpa.. so aku just wait outside for few minutes.. lucky me, aku bukan larr sorang ajerr stupids in malaysia... ramai gak larr yang gi situ and wonder why the door was not opened?

last last pintu terbukak, orang kat dalam nak kuar.. and suddently this few guys cuba nak masuk and orang kat dalam tu tahan and bagitau.. "sorry sir, we're close today.. public holiday.." huhuhuhuh

aku cukup tak puas hati.. i came all the way from melaka just nak register for this stupid exams.. tapi tutup... huhuhu.. aku pun terus tanya lagi ngan broder tue.. mungkin bro tue ingat aku nie bukan orang yang celebrate the awal muharam so dia speak dalam bahasa inggeris plus with the bahasa isyarat untuk bagitau aku yang dia orang tutup hari ini..

huhuhu.. bad day betul... ni yang buat aku rasa macam nak bom ajerr british council tue.. huhuhu macam pengganas larr pulakkan.. tapi apakan daya.. so akupun buat keje gilerr lepak kat kl ajerr supposedly aku terus balik, tapi msg few friends and dapat gak pi kuar makan ngan my buddy - Raihan - huh nasib baik ko keje hari tu, kalau tak nak kena jemput ko kat kelana jaya is another headache... ko gelak kan aku ek.. pas makan.. hantar member aku balik.. terus aku jejalan lagi kat area kl... fuh cuaca pulak hujan... aku stuck kat kl tue sampai 8 malam then baru dapat balik..

macam2 hal larr pulak kan.. tapi aku ok ajerr.. aku believe - something happenned mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya.. tiba melaka dah near to 12 malam.. terus tido..

conclusionnya... mungkin bukan aku yang stupid, tetapi sebab terlalu penat lepas balik dari singapore a day before sampai aku lupa what day was it..

-aku-

Singapore...

2007-01-19T21:45:00.000+08:00

fuh... tiring but its ok.. new experience...

visit to Singapore... eventhough this is not the first time visiting the Republic, but this time was different.. aku pergi ngan my colleagues tue..

tapi yang memenatkan was, kita orang have to stay and lepak kat Jaybee dulu baru lar gi nyeberang. the reason why, all the hotel was fully booked and yang left behind was yang 6 starz... fuhhh kalau tak aku dah dok kat 6 starz hotel kat the republic.. anyway takpelarr...

the initial plan tergendala and kita orang kena stay at jaybee for one nite first, and nyeberang early morning the next day.. pepagi buta aku dah bangun ... syukurlarr ada roomate and member yang buat morning call, kalau tak confirm aku dok terus tido ajerr..

on the nite tue dapat larr kuar lepak2 with friends from jaybee (actually friends of mine larr, tapi aku declare dah jadi member - alar aku apa peduli, orang yang aku baru kenal kerr atau dah lama kenal ker semua aku anggap kawan)

the next morning, kita orang bangun pepagi around 4 and get ready and siap2 tunggu subuh. pastu terus shoot ke singapore. jammed damned... happrak betul, pepagi buta dah ramai orang mesia seberang ke sana. apa lagi, memang beratur panjang larr - bak kata colleagues aku - macam tentera malaysia nak pergi berperang!!!

apa2 pun kita orang selamat sampai dalam kul 8.30 am and terus le ITE - aku pun lupa aperr nama penuhnya.. menariklarr.. alarr biasalar singapore - a well developed country plus kecik ajerr so bengunan dia memang hebat larr.. next stop kita orang gi singapore polytechnic.. pastu huhahahaha.. balik..

sampai melaka around 7.30 pm pastu terus hantar member aku balik rumah dia kat taman merdeka dan pastu baru aku dapat balik rumah.... fuh. fun loving and tiring activities.. anyway aku kalau bab2 jalan ok ajerr.. huhhuhuh

hemm.. gambo lum piki nak upload lagi mungkin in few hours time itupun kalau rajin.. penat woooo.. ok aku nak kuar jumpa member ...

-chiow-

Visit to Jakarta

2007-01-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

the house

from far

from near

This is my second time to the hustle bustle city of jakarta + bandung...

Memang truly a mega metropolitan city larr.. a lot of human characters are scattered around the mega and tall structures in the city..

anyway ini larr shot yang aku boleh tunjukkan untuk tontonan semua.. yang lain malas aa nak upload..

-wokey-

Busy day...

2007-01-17T10:45:00.000+08:00

wei... apa nie banyak nya benda nak kena buat sejak balik dari rompin...
nak kata terlalu banyak pun rasanya tokleh gak, dah memang keje hakiki kan..

rasa rindu pulak nak pi jejalan lagi, lepas balik dari jakarta tu rasa seronok sangat tapi penat larr jugak. maklumlarr pergi nganh family lain sket. semua ahli keluarga nak kena take care - tapi bukannya mengeluh ek, nak bagi tau ajerr -

apa2 pun lum sempat lagi nak upload foto masa gi sana, maybe in a few days time atau in a few months time or in few years time... huhuhu.. nengok larr berdasarkan avilaibility aku ngan kesempatan masa..

huhuhu.. oklarr esok

apa2 pun life must go on

-writer-

Living in an empty world

2007-01-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

living in an empty world

What people really see the world
isnt what we see the world,
what makes people love the world
isnt how we love it,
but one thing that is sure we all have in common...
every single creature in this lovely world exist for the same reason as we all do..

but i'm still confused,
why i am here in this place of no where,
I should have known earlier as other people do..
but why? i can't get it.. so stupid i guess..

people think they are better than others
but i feel worst than all other creatures...
but why? i can't get it.. so stupid i guess..

now i notice that i'm living in an empty world,
but not for others.. just my self

i'm really empty.. that makes the world empty too..
but why? i can't get it.. so stupid i guess..

chiow

-me-

ost my heart

2006-12-21T02:41:00.000+08:00

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Enough...

2006-11-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

enough.. enough... enough... akhirnya selesai jugak benda-benda yang memeningkan nie and yang paling penting semuanya dapat disetlekan dengan bagus sekali.. thanks to all my beloved friends

wondering jugak aku nie why human always suka act like other that their own species... better not too mention larr.. suka sangat mengganggu.. anyway as i sad earlier semuanya dapat aku settlekan dengan jayanya... happy gilerr hari nie..

berkenaan citer lain.. today last day untuk my second paper.. hopefully semua orang boleh jawap.. good luck guys...

sekejap tadi, my old buddy called me up - biasalar tanya khabar, citer pasal family, kengkawan, anak2, future plan and on and on.. tak tahularr bila boleh visit dia orang nie.. hopefully dalam masa terdekat.. nak gak tumpang gembira nengok baby member aku nie.. sejak last year, itularr sekali aku negok baby dia! sekarang nie mungkin dah pandai bercakap kot.. insya Allah larr kalau berkesempatan aku akan visit dia orang..

adios...

Analysis No. 2

2006-11-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

Banyaknyerr benda yang dah ditinggalkan for the past few years... almost 2 tahun tak sentuh blog nie... so sekarang masa yang paling sesuai untuk dok membuang masa..

by the way, photo ni adalah masa aku gi lepak ngan eskandar (my best buddy masa kat skool dulu). It was bassically at one of the beaches at South China Sea.. teka larr sendiri.. aku rasa nie lar satu-satunya shot yang paling menarik aku prnah amik since i got my own digital camera... actually selepas aku dapat replacement camera baru dari adik aku... 3 times optical zoom with 5 Mega Pix - not bad huh!

ok sampai takat nie dulu..

Analysis No. 1

2004-12-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

Bismillahi Rahmanir Rahim...

Akhirnya aku berjaya mewujudkan satu blog untuk aku buang masa... so sebagai permulaan aku malas nak tulis aper2.. aku cdg nak start early jan 2005 coz skrg pun banyak benda nak kena settle nie..

wokey..

chiow